Since I was a child, my mother introduced me to a universe that is invisible to many. I grew up
surrounded by esoteric books, meditations, and courses; a library of the sacred that I deeply
appreciate today. In my darkest moments, those tools were my compass. It was enough to open
one of her books to feel a small opening, a relief that reminded me that I was not that helpless
and flawed being that my mind tried to project. Those texts taught me that there was something
more.
That initial spark turned me into a restless seeker. My thirst for knowledge seemed endless: I
wanted to understand everything. In my bookshelf and in my mind, the teachings of Tony
Robbins, the neurosciences of Joe Dispenza, the mysticism of Omraam, the metaphysics of
Conny Méndez, the visions of Osho, Transurfing, and Religious Science accumulated, among
many others. I went through schools and manuals, convinced that the next practice would bethe
one that would finally “complete” the puzzle.
The Threshold of Evasion
It is important to recognize that the longing for refinement is a vital engine; it is that internal
aspiration that drives us to honor our potential and not settle for an existence lacking purpose.
However, the risk arises when that “improving oneself” becomes a compulsive accumulation of
manuals that makes us feel we are advancing spiritually, when in reality we are building a
distraction.
I recently understood that I had moved from learning to saturation. I had so much information
that I no longer knew how to inhabit it. Behind every new course, my life was still on autopilot. I
have discovered that we do not need an infinite arsenal of tools; it would be enough to find a
single frequency—a book, a practice, or a vision—and apply it with devoted constancy to see
extraordinary results.
The Art of Unlearning
I had to stop. Stopping the inertia of the search is facing the silence of those who no longer
have anything to add, but much to shed. We are not beings who need to be repaired or updated
to a “better version.” Our “mistakes” are, in reality, necessary initiations: steps of consciousness
that grant us the vision to understand dimensions that would otherwise be invisible.
What requires a change is not our essence, but our perspective: the leap from inhabiting the
material, linear, and literal world of personality, to beginning to exist in the universal, circular,
and eternal world of our own divinity.
Practice: The Return to the Divine Center
1. The Silence of Manuals: Choose a time of day when you consciously decide that there
is nothing to learn. Leave the phone and books in another room.
2. Circular Breathing: Close your eyes. Visualize your breath not as a line coming in and
out, but as a golden circle enveloping you. As you inhale, you receive your own divinity;
as you exhale, you let fall the labels of “seeker” or “person under repair.”
3. Recognition of the Throne: In that void, repeat internally: “I am not arriving, I am already
here.” Feel how your body stops being in tension for the “next step” and relaxes into the
perfection of this moment.
4. Sovereign Action: Before opening your eyes, choose one thing you will do today not
because you “should” improve, but because you are a divine being expressing itself.
Conclusion
How would you live if you truly believed that you are a divine being?
How would you treat yourself? What would you do with your time? What would you stop doing
this very day? How would you treat others, who like you, are also divine beings?
